I criticise myself because society says I’m fat, and I abuse myself because I believe it.
It scares me to think of how afraid I am of judgement and how the common expectations of people lower my self esteem to the point where my anxiety doesn’t allow me to leave my own home.
It scares me to think of how my own mind thrives on belittling my own appearance, relevant to the conventional imagery of the media, in order to make me feel unequal and unworthy.
It scares me to think that one day I hope to bring another life into this ever growing need to be perfect, and that we can not survive as ones natural self because we are never good enough.
It scares me to think of how therapy merely curves the natural thought process until the level of self loathing we accumulate results in more harm than was ever first intended.
Society scares me, and it shouldn’t.
"This next song goes out to anybody who has ever been told that the way they think or the way they feel is the wrong way to think or the wrong way to feel"
"This goes out to anybody that feels alone, it goes out to anybody that feels like they need help"
"Anybody who has ever been made to doubt themselves about anything in their lives by anyone else"
"Do not let anybody convince you otherwise of who you are. This happens all the time and it fucked up"
"Be yourself and fuck everything else, right?"
"Believe whatever you wanna believe. Love whoever you wanna love. Fucking dance whenever you wanna dance"
"This goes out to anybody that feels alone, anybody that has ever felt betrayed, anybody who doesn’t feel comfortable in their own skin because of the people around them"
"Be who you are no matter what. I swear to God, you are the most fucking beautiful people"
- Alexander William Gaskarth
i don’t wanna be famous for the fame
i wanna be famous so i can meet other famous people
omfg reblogging till the end of time
I don’t think I’ve ever seen the sky like this before and it’s incredible